My class ends at 12.30 pm today.
Actually every Wednesday my class would be from 7 am to 1 pm.
I didn't go to the 7 am class though.
They say the ark for first part of Biotechnology paper is out already.
And to my surprise, they say I got the highest mark for that part.
Well, alhamdulillah.
But actually I felt nothing... Maybe because that's not the final mark.
I'm still grateful.
Oh did I say I went to school today with eye make up and I wore a white shirt and a pink-black striped tie?
Anyway my random thought for today:
After having lunch (after the class ended of course) I went to the lab at the nuclear agency, as usual. It was raining heavily. So heavy. As I walked under the trees at the roadside, I saw a nest of the weaver ants (kerengga) which have fallen from a tree. A lot of them were scattered on the ground. Maybe some of them got their legs broken. That's a hard fall, judging from the height of the tree. I wanted to snap a picture of it, but the rain was so heavy I just decided to go on and get to the nuclear agency fast.
They are the weaver ants (kerengga). The leaves they carry are actually heavier than what they weigh. SubhanAllah. |
The weaver ants build their nest from the leaves, they stick them together using 'glue', which is a silk glue produced by the larvae that keep the leaves together. |
OK back to my thought:
Seeing how those weaver ants gather up themselves together, and some of them were even gathering back all those leaves in the pouring rain, I kind of feel ashamed with myself.
If that small creature can stand up again after a hard fall, why can't human being be?
Few days ago I felt bad and bla bla bla and I kept whining. I mean, I complained a lot and whined whenever I'm in bad condition. Look at me, I'm even bigger and stronger than those weaver ants but my heart is weaker than theirs. Yes that's a shame.
Today, I've learned to stand up and face the problem I got, thanks to those weaver ants.
This, maybe is one of Allah's guidance at such times when my heart is weak.
Allah never forgets me, though I sometimes am careless and forget him. T_T
May God bless us all.
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